Life without freedom?

I will always take this way

On some morning when I was waken,
I noticed I am free and enjoy lonely life.
I wondering how many can waste to their life.
How many try to fight with their troubles on minds.

And then I really wake and I see all my life.
I sent thanksgiving, sing and the Sun blind my eyes.
I was so many chances to choose something else.
To take some other road and walk hand in hand.

But I will always take this way. I was do some more than try something else
but there isn't freedom.
There isn't some advance. 
I was so many chances to choose something else
but there isn't freedom,
it's prison sentence.

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    If you didn't notice this is little bit like poem I can tell you I was write it to one of my favourite melodies. I was always been interested in writing lyrics and now I have test it. And I like the upshot! So, maybe I can test it again. :)

-Mí Ellenn

This painting would tell something for my freedom to you? I have paint this couple of years ago but now I can notice some pieces of my personality in this painting. My little sister helped me with painting this. Mark from her little fingers is noticeable on this black hair. She was only one year at the time. :)

Polar Night - Dark Wings Bright

Before I have learned good English

Our life has been done by words and pictures. And we use our life's words again and again but we will found new ways to use them. I can never write so good english than my mother language, but every day I will learn some more. So, if I try and try again and do the heap of mistakes and misunderstandings, in some morning I will notice: Here is nothing I can't do!
But before I have learned to write good English or any other language, I can paint my life. I can do the pictures from my life and my mind. People from every cultures and with all of languages can understand what I want to say. And I will need only my paint brush and new canvas.

Can you find my state of mind from this "Dark Wings Bright"? I have painted this butterfly in the 2013 winter, on January or February. When the Finland's sun sleeps. Okay, many people in Finland says they get depressed for this dark period called polar night but I just get some stange power from it. During the polar night I have done all of my best paintings!



-Mí Ellenn